Sans Manga

I won't ever lie to you.... I almost gave in, I know I know.... so strong and then weakness, my roommate is reading all the manga the manga that released from my life and I wanted to know too..... At first I thought it would be okay to just ask her what was happening but then I wanted to just know for myself.... WRONG MOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh sorta at point zero again, I mean I found ways to interest myself in other ways.... Korean dramas, pretty great if you want something interesting that not everyone watched...

Like Secret Garden, quick break down.... Rich guy with everything, poor girl working hard everyday as a stunt double with nothing.... Meet like each other but its awkward, end up drinking wine from a weird lady wake up the nice day in each other's body.... So good looking Asians and gender bender.... I can get behind this lol..... Not only was it a stellar show but it had beautiful music, so I hope you didn't turn the music off... you don't get to hear the soundtrack of loveliness.... Anyways, if you get a chance you should watch it.... also if you liked the main girl in this series as much as I did you have to watch her in Sector 7.... It's all about the ocean creatures, pretty legit...

Alright I'm done blabbing... I'll talk to you all later, once I first a new topic... I'll keep my progress going but I'll think of a new discussion..... Ciao!

Hi all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm am back from my hiatus and you know what I'm lovin' it (haha!) Anyway, I just came on here to update you on my last then recent removal of manga from my life..... To be honest with you I kinda feel great. Right now I feel as though there is nothing holding me back, I can freely be the person that I need and want to be. Now, never to stay that I'm done at this point, but I feel like I've got a good bead on things as they stand now. I'm making friends, and dealing with things now. It's hard to say that I deal with them correctly but it's better than ignoring them.....

Now don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that manga is a better or that it itself put my life on halt.... No that was ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL me, JR did that to herself.... I'm just saying that I don't have the coping skills to handle manga... There are however some people that could be in a manga support group or something..... Now don't thing that I'm judging them because I'm not.... I'm just sayin'!!!!! But IZ'm tired now so I'm just rambling.... URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehe goodnight world.....

My Post Life as a Manga Maniac!!

So this is my little secret....

It's a failure on my behalf, the behalf that at one point in my life I could no longer tell the difference from reality and colorful paper trances. If you don't know me very well, then you will not know that I was addicted to reading manga. And if you don't know what that is I will school you. Mange is a Japanese comic book, full of color and dramatic or comical stories. Normally, probably not the worst thing in the world, however on my scale it was the worst. Now, my problem was that due to the fact that I did not handle life very well, I would look to manga for some sort of way to escape my.... I don't really know if loneliness is the right word for this situation. Maybe, it was more of a self inflicted kinda thing. Something would go wrong, and instead of dealing with it or talking it out I would run (high speed sprint here) to manga just to forget about the world. For the last several years this would be how I would deal with problems. I watched anime (Japanese cartoons) for a while, but that took too much work and you had to wait for like ever for the big moment... depending on the type of anime is was the moments varied.... Or my least favorite the story would end at a retarded place and the story would not end.... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I started manga because it never left me hanging (well except for the months when the writer's season was over, just like in series such as The Walking Dead or Once Upon A Time). That I could life with, but not getting the entire story was unacceptable. Now, the reason I decided to blog this is because there are some people that use this medium I wanna say as a way to not deal with problems. There are also those that are worse about this than I am, but I can't help you guys, you need someone who was at where you are now. Back to my peeps, I'm sharing because after a while, you will soon forget about everything else. I would read instead of listening to the world around me, get mad if anyone interrupted my stories or just ignore things that happened. It was my happy place. I have the cutest nephews in the world and manga was my happy place.... o.O Now I have successfully not read anything manga like for about a week now... And you know what, I feel kinda great!! Do I want to know what happens to Sunako & Kyohei

in Perfect Girl Evolution or the Wallflower?? Yes I do, however, I feel like I need to start my own story and stop piggybacking off of Mangaka (Japanese cartoonists). I want to successfully start and finish my own story... JR would like to start her own story and live life to the fullest.... Sooooooooooooooooooooooo..... for now, no let's be optimistic here..... Forever, Imma be (haha!) manga free and anything else free that keeps me from living the life that I want and deserve. I feel as though there is nothing wrong with having your own story. Now that I'm done blathering on about my habit that is getting kicked cold turkey style, I think Imma think of some of things to write about... Imma be (haha!) on hiatus for a while but I'll be back (haha! I am killing myself this morning) Ciao!